{"id":2059,"date":"2019-03-28T14:54:43","date_gmt":"2019-03-28T05:54:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kota-yoshida.com\/?p=2059"},"modified":"2026-01-12T23:19:56","modified_gmt":"2026-01-12T14:19:56","slug":"kaiju-in-my-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kota-yoshida.com\/en\/kaiju-in-my-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"Kaiju in my heart | Painting Artworks | Kota | Oneness Artist"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Title\uff1aKaiju in my heart<\/p>\n

Materials\uff1aWatercolor paper, Watercolors, Indian inks, inks, coffee...etc<\/p>\n

Size\uff1a<\/span>8.9 inches x 11.9 inches<\/p>\n

Year\uff1a2020<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>

Kaiju in my heart<\/h3>\n
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At the beginning, it was very small, and I imagine it was like a tiny bubble in water.<\/p>\n

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Step by step, it was growing up as I can see, then it was little crawling around.<\/p>\n

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One day, it was clearly big and strong,<\/p>\n

it has been behaving violently with heavy sounds.<\/p>\n

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Then,<\/p>\n

Eventually, it attacks around, and hurts around.<\/p>\n

\"it hurts\"<\/p>\n

I could not help to keep letting it be there.<\/p>\n

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I asked and blamed strongly it \"Why do you behave bad?\"<\/p>\n

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It answered,<\/p>\n

\"I am who you are, and you are who I am. But you cannot handle with it, so I was born and instead of you I rage here.\"<\/p>\n

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I finally understood it all.<\/p>\n

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It was telling me by raging.<\/p>\n

It tells me who think it's impossible to do what I want to do.<\/p>\n

It tells me who think it's an obligation for living.<\/p>\n

It tells me who cannot take actions even the time is limited.<\/p>\n

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It tells me simply \"go forward\".<\/p>\n

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I realized what it is an important existence.<\/p>\n

I realized what it is for protecting me.<\/p>\n

I apologized and appreciated badly to it, and dropped tears.<\/p>\n

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Then it was gone somewhere.<\/p>\n

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One day, it will be back with different shapes.<\/p>\n

Because, I am \"the\" person.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>

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Explanation\u3000Time elapsed art<\/h3>\n
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\u3010Supplement\u3011<\/p>\n

\u30fbThis is art work of time course that shows a person's growth record.<\/p>\n

\u30fbsince one day, negative emotion such as anger and suffer are turned to be a kaiju that rampages in my heart.<\/p>\n

I drew it in black and white.<\/p>\n

\u30fbAfter apx 2 years, I can feel positively for the past that is necessary and the everything had meaning.<\/p>\n

Like that person (I) who can accept all positive painted it, and finished it.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I realized what it is an important existence. I realized what it is for protecting me. I apologized and appreciated badly to it, and dropped tears.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2067,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"post-templates\/post_nosidebar.php","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_locale":"en_US","_original_post":"https:\/\/kota-yoshida.com\/?p=874","footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[66],"class_list":["post-2059","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-art-story","tag-artwork-insight","en-US"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t