I feel the time to wait ferry was planed. Perhaps, any meetings, any happens and anytime, we cannot understand at the moment, but the everything is needed.
Home is a “place to return to.” A physical place that’s familiar, and the people and community I’m used to. “I have a place to return to.” How strongly this fact helped me during my harsh travels, how much it became the strength to keep moving forward.
In the darkness spread infinitely. Am I swimming or wandering. I still do not find the answer yet. However, I put the light on, and I am moving on right now. I am moving on.