But I realized then—when someone is deeply moved, they can’t always respond with proper words. It wasn’t “Come visit again,” but “Come home again.”

There are times when life and living feel unbearably painful. But I don’t think life itself is a bad thing. There are warm, gentle moments. There are always friends who welcome you with open arms. No one is ever truly alone.

Eventually, I found myself sinking into that lake—fully immersed. My body gently descended toward the depths, slowly, peacefully. I surrendered to the pull of gravity. That sensation of falling felt so natural, so comforting—so beautiful.

I feel the time to wait ferry was planed. Perhaps, any meetings, any happens and anytime, we cannot understand at the moment, but the everything is needed.

“Eyes reflect owns heart” Suddenly I remember someone’s words, and strangely I feel to understand it. Now, how do my eyes look like?