During the moments I found challenging, thoughts arose that I was told were my true, suppressed consciousness. Accepting those thoughts made me feel lighter again, and now I feel more optimistic.
I took deep breath. I do nothing special. I just stare the sight without thinking. That was good. That was right.
This wind／this world／by my body／by 5 senses ／I can feel ／Ah／I am alive／how amazing that I am alive
“Ah, let’s forget everything and go back, Ah, let’s wash everything away and go back. Let’s go back with the refreshing wind, Let’s go back with the gently falling rain.”
The soul, shines in golden light.
Right here, this moment.